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I’m back..  Seems like ages since I last blogged..  Oh well.. here goes:

Have been partying more for the last few mths..  Ever since Uni, I have stopped/go-once-in-a-blue-moon chiong. So it is more like going out to update wat has been happening outside all these while.

Started partying when I was in poly. Virgin visit was to Canto. Tat place…  damp beng man…  I hate bengs.. big time!!  But dun really mind the lians at tat time lah..  hehe.. 

Then Mambo came along. Can’t imagine can tahan quening for so long just to get in..  Maybe jia ba … Mambo was playing the "retro" songs den..  dun really noe wat they playing now. 

Den came the phase of my life with the most partying..   NS…  Must have been the fact that camps are starved of the female species tat propel me to chiong..  u noe in the army, there is a saying: 母猪赛貂阐… So, I need to balance my life.. Anyway, its was budget chiong those days.

Step 1) Get Entry to pub

Step 2) Find the nearest 7-11

Step3) Buy a bottle of liquor and some mixer, dun forget the plastic cups

Step 4) Finish all the liquor

Step 5) Get your butt back to the pub and dance the nite away…

Chionging during NS was mainly at Moods and Mdm Wong.

Wat goes up must come down.. Along came the partyless phase of my life.. Uni..  Dun wanna talk abt it..  Sucks man.

Since then, have not been partying much. Until recently. Nowadays, prefer places that can talk instead of needing to shout. Last time, when the super big speaker rite over your head also dun mind. Go home liao your ear still goes:

‘EEeeeeeeeeeee……"

One seems to dislocate urself from an environment when u leave for too long…  When I went Devils Bar ( tink starting of this year?)… it was beer in hand,  stand 1 corner, and watch people dance.. Whalau eh, waste money go there to breath 2nd hand smoke and stand, might as well stay at home and koon..

Revisited Mdm Wong not too long ago… Nting much have changed. Also danced for the first time in dunno hw long liao..  hand maciam feet, feet maciam hand..  Must be th music lah.. 

Also noticed something that has been happening in dance floors but never really paid attention to..  Buayas all around…  Some guys would squeeze into pack areas with girls to get a cheap thrill..  You can sense it once those reptiles arrive.. In the book "Blink", this sensing is call "thin_slicing".. (trying to sound knowledgeable here..) . Anyway, these ppl just puts me off.. If you are good, you dun have to get your thrill through these means..  (maciam I beri exp like tat..). Felt like telling the girls abt those reptiles.. (maybe was trying to get to noe them..)  But come to tink of it, its none of my biz wat. 一个愿打， 一个原挨..

Hopefully some1 can recommend me a good drinking hole.. although I noe nt many ppl read my blog.. 

很多人都有过这样的经验。。。

每当你在搭车上学或上班的时侯， 总是会碰到那个人。 这个人对你来说很特别。。。

而在你每天搭车的时侯， 都会很想碰到他。 而当他没出现的时侯， 你就会有一种默名的失落， 那天好像少了什么。。。

那种期待， 那种盼望， 是一种很奇秒， 让人不能了解的感觉。。。

Went to a fren’s wedding recently, wha, 又一个…   算一算， 明年至少有三个。。。 U noe who u R!!!  可不可以schedule 一下, 不要在同一个时侯… Whapiang, these few years really the peak period leh..  为什么动不动就结婚？？。。   ;P 

Before going to the wedding, heard a collegue who said that after grad, frens normally gather onli when there is a 喜事或白事， 想一想， 真的好像是这样 leh..  so sad..  还好去的都是喜事…

Not been blogging recently, last time is abt once a week, nw once in few weeks.. later dunno once in hw many donkey years..  连那个让我知道friendster 有得blog 的人也很久没blog 了…

做每件事都必须有一定的坚持， 坚持， 你就会得到。。。

Have been seeing alot of news of people dying from accidents lately.

The couple that died in Australia lately with an unborn child was a fren’s fren. Another fren of his died some time back after being knocked down by a taxi some time back. Another fren’s fren died in June in another traffic accident…

可能不该说这句话。。 庆幸的是，意外不是发生在我身边的人…

Many years ago, the car I was travelling in was involved in a fatal traffic accident. 那场意外让我认识到生命的脆弱。。。 要终结一个人的生命是多么容易的。

程经听过这么一段话：“如果要你选择自己先死还是你爱的人先死，你会着么选择？ 我会选择她先死， 因为如果我先走了， 她会过得很痛苦。。 ”

Some ppl tink tat since one is going to die anyway, he/she should enjoy themself while they can…  有些人又认为就是有死亡，生命才有意义。生命的意义就在有限的时光，完成无限的梦想。。。      哎， 我可做不到。。。

In the book "Tuesdays With Morrie", Morrie said that" If you know how u wanna die, u’ll noe how u wanna live". I agree totally with what he said.  But I dun seems to be knowing hw i wanna die….

死亡并不可怕，可怕的是它的过程， 和你所留下的遗憾。。。

Alot of people like to drink, 开心的时侯， 不开心的时侯， 都会去买醉， 尤其是不开心的时侯。。。

有人说“抽刀断水水更流， 举杯消愁愁更愁…”  也有人说“酒入愁肠愁更愁”。It seems that alcohol will onli make it worse. But why does people still wan to drink when they are down?.. 是因为那短暂的模糊，还是因为那暂时的忘我??…

醉过的人都知道， 酒后的感觉是有多痛苦的。Your head pounds, your body is weak from all the puking, watever that goes in comes out.. fast. And you dun really remember wat happened the nite before…  这可能就是不开心的人会去买醉的原因吧。。。

很多女人在失恋时都会去喝酒， 至少戏里是这么演地。喝醉后， 很多事情都可能发生。。。  这是一种发泄， 还是一种报负？？。。

张信哲有一首歌叫“爱如潮水”。 里面有一段歌词“我再也不愿见你在深夜里买醉 不愿别的男人见识你的妩媚 你该知道这样会让我心碎 答应我你从此不在深夜里徘徊 不要轻易尝试放纵的滋味 你可知道这样会让我心碎” 。。  我觉得这段歌词写出了男人的心生…

哎。。  别再喝酒了， 喝果汁吧。。。

第三次了。。 My fav no. 3..  Y my fav?? I dunno..  just like it..  feels rite..  nt too big, nt too small, just rite.. 

Saw the repeat telecast of the Channel U’s 绝对superstar Man’s competition..  Kelvin(伟连）the visually handicapped contestant is (was??) still in the competition. Whenever I saw him in the competition, I feel strange.. it is pity?? or it is admiration?? i dunno. I tink wat touched me was his daringness to dream… to try to fight for wat he wans, wat he likes..  虽然他先天有残障， 可是他还是有梦想。还是朝着梦想努力， 奋斗。。 Abled ppl like me..  dun even noe wat are dreams..  only noe hw to day dream.. 还是不敢有梦想呢？？ 每天就是作工， 回家，作工，回家。。。 At the end of day, wat do i get?? Like wat my collegue said, when u are going to die, u dun recall that u’ve submitted a report on time, u finished a project on schedule..  Its the things tat are meaninful to u tat u will recall..  Another fren once said that she has lived her life to the max, if she were to die now, she will have no regrets..  Hw many ppl can say tat?? I can’t..

怎么突然写这么沉重的东西。。。

Some people actualy read my blogs..  although not many.. but at least got lah..  Bo he hei ma ho..  but dunno can last hw long lah.. maybe after this post, no 1 read liao..  den i read myself lor.. self amuse..  不懂会不会有人叫我怪叔叔。。。haiz, people oso onli read this bcos the mails got remind those in my friendster circle mah.. 

Hmmm.. looks like the elections are coming liao.. nt the Presidency 1 lah.. tat 1 no 1 qualified to contest lah..  The General Election…  Tink will be in the 4th quarter. The gahmen is starting to give out goodies liao.. especially the poor..  papers starting to report on GE stuffs..  its coming liao.. dunno got pre-election goodies or nt..  more NSS.. hehe.. wha,, must put disclaimer that this is personnel opinion, nt trying to drum up support for any party.. 

Hmmm..  第四次要写什么呢？。。。 到时才想啦。。。

I’m blogging again. So it seems that 我的第一次并不是我的最后一次。。。  Is this good?  i dunno…  Only Time will tell..

有人说我的blog抄习她… true and false lah.. 

True: Started my blog bcos i saw her blog…

False: I did not copy..  看到这种standard也能blog, 我为什么不能blog…  ;p

and I write more …

Watch the national day fireworks at Tampines Central at my fren’s b’day.. The fireworks was rite in front of her block. 烟华好美。。真的好美。。。 But it was too short..  over in less than 5 mins. 美丽的东西都是这么短暂的吗??  可是， 美丽的东西不短暂， 它还会美吗？？？…

Still coughing, more than 1 week liao..  好怕咳嗽..  everytime take a long time to recover. Heard many others oso coughing.. The weather is really bad..

Heard my collegues (who is a Malaysian) say that after living here for so long, they feel that this is their home. Seems like SG has become more than a working place for some of our neighbours. Come to tink of it, is there that much of a diff between SG and Mal?? Many have frens and relatives on either side. We have similar food, language and culture…  But I do feel that there is some diff. Malaysians 比较有人情味。。。 Sporeans do not seems that friendly, helpful.. and they are definetly more cocky!! I am a true blue Sporean.

Weekends are here again!!!  what shall i do???  Xbox?? Soccer?? TOTO!!

Blogs are everywhere…  every1 is creating blogs..  from students to CEOs to Ah Bengs..  So, old uncles like me has to join in… 

八月九日…  国庆…  40 years liao..  Hmmm..  Today’s oso my sis’s B’day. Lucyily she nt 40, or else.. Hw old will i be??!!!  But she will be sooner or later lah..  and I.. haiz…

Nw oso 农历七月, S’poreans celebrate, 好兄弟oso celebrate..  真的是普天同庆… 

Have not been feeling well lately..  Is it something to do with age??  Or got to do with some other things?.. Oil price maybe..  >O<

Later going to fren’s b’day bbq..  Is b’days worth celebrating?? Wat’s the resonial (dun noe hw to spll lah) for celebrating?? To collect gifts?? Or to tell every1 u r still alive? Hmm..  To me, b’day celebration more for gathering..  especially nw when u frens are working and so biz. I dun celebrate b’days anyway..  Lazy.. maybe got no frens lah..  *sob**sob*…

wha, 不知不觉写了这么多，是越来越罗嗦吗？还是越来越有空。。。 还没吃包leh…

This is my first time blogging…  因该没人看吧？？ 写给自己看也好，至少有人看..

第一次， 不懂会不会是最后一次..  lets see..